tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post2480965462886836806..comments2023-12-31T00:57:46.133-08:00Comments on New Leafs: Well, What DO You Know?!Jasunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06645623536130682696noreply@blogger.comBlogger68125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-72428257925612514392011-04-30T10:28:07.026-07:002011-04-30T10:28:07.026-07:00Shower head fell flat, almost broke tiling
Man don...Shower head fell flat, almost broke tiling<br />Man don't know if he's been to Mars or nottwo words first time first time first timenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-86727553178342631032011-04-29T20:41:25.787-07:002011-04-29T20:41:25.787-07:00"(Wondering if you were still miffed.)"
..."(Wondering if you were still miffed.)"<br /><br />No, I've gotten enough distance in time to grock a little bit of how I changed in that time. I've been seeing a lot of synchs in the way I did while I was at SWEDA the past few weeks.Michael O'Neillhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14153366437403312275noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-23719321945395829992011-04-28T16:27:48.168-07:002011-04-28T16:27:48.168-07:00I was just thinking about you today! (Wondering if...I was just thinking about you today! (Wondering if you were still miffed.)Jasunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06645623536130682696noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-28556714984708086612011-04-28T11:28:29.871-07:002011-04-28T11:28:29.871-07:00Jason,
It's wonderful to hear you are listeni...Jason,<br /><br />It's wonderful to hear you are listening to the knowing in your heart again and not under the spell of another's knowing. I was thinking about our time together the other day.<br /><br />I know your apprehension about any type of doing. But your discussion about the only knowing being your own experience spoke to my own sense that these experiences are enriched by doing the work you know in your heart is yours alone to do. <br /><br />You have showed me how "doing your will" can be the path to delusion. However living the truth in my heart has been a healing experience since our paths diverged. Maybe your coming back to this space is a way for you to revive your own knowing and to live out its call to your personal gifts and skills.<br /><br />Ma'a Kheru<br />~may you speak "the word of truth"Michael O'Neillhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14153366437403312275noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-26464967025375590862011-04-27T05:12:45.740-07:002011-04-27T05:12:45.740-07:00IT IS NOT FUNNY ANYMORE
IT'S REAL, HE CRIED OU...IT IS NOT FUNNY ANYMORE<br />IT'S <a href="http://www.godlikeproductions.com/forum1/message1326438/pg1" rel="nofollow">REAL</a>, HE CRIED OUT<br />oh AND THE GORGON STIRS<br />to be sure, to be sure."increasingly virginal"http://www.youtube.com/user/thepsychopompus#p/u/7/umtZvqqGqSQnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-25737223898449389432011-04-25T13:04:42.291-07:002011-04-25T13:04:42.291-07:00"Ive no way of knowing if i'd be better o..."Ive no way of knowing if i'd be better or worse off without those experiences"<br /><br />Everything you have done has gotten you to where you are. Where you are is mutable. Enjoy what is.Badgerhttp://www.2ndperspective.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-17696569350221927312011-04-25T13:01:54.173-07:002011-04-25T13:01:54.173-07:00Welcome back!Welcome back!Badgerhttp://www.2ndperspective.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-79399322317871812412011-04-22T19:36:00.273-07:002011-04-22T19:36:00.273-07:00For what it's worth, I would certainly listen ...For what it's worth, I would certainly listen to any new Podcast you put out. I'm eager to hear what you've got to share after your hiatus. Whatever that might be!David Timmsnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-64120661987720728422011-04-22T14:46:59.904-07:002011-04-22T14:46:59.904-07:00i don't think you're Mars 2 either; Mars 4...i don't think you're Mars 2 either; Mars 4 more likely...Jasunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06645623536130682696noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-35412169131354992102011-04-22T14:45:54.551-07:002011-04-22T14:45:54.551-07:00what are you my grade teacher?
do your own podcas...what are you my grade teacher?<br /><br />do your own podcast, manJasunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06645623536130682696noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-26049098365785735452011-04-22T12:34:18.406-07:002011-04-22T12:34:18.406-07:00Plus it was a lousy interview. You can do better, ...Plus it was a lousy interview. You can do better, and aught too. A conversation with NK would be most honest and entertaining. <br /><br />I think you have more interesting things to say now than ever before.<br /><br />Mars2Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-528106429478449982011-04-22T12:01:20.173-07:002011-04-22T12:01:20.173-07:00Aeolus gives and aeolus takes away again. ; )
I h...Aeolus gives and aeolus takes away again. ; )<br /><br />I had misgivings about putting myself out there again and i wasn't sure it would interest people that much. Seemed presumptuous and too easy return to previous patterns: listen to me!<br /><br />apologies to CCC whose (non-sequitur) comments all got flushed with it.Jasunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06645623536130682696noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-7000676936293416342011-04-22T11:57:14.531-07:002011-04-22T11:57:14.531-07:00why post an interview and then take it down?why post an interview and then take it down?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-51390204002367598362011-04-19T08:56:51.984-07:002011-04-19T08:56:51.984-07:00after a long walk.. I decided I can do with out.
...after a long walk.. I decided I can do with out.<br /><br />it feels a bit like standing on my own feet<br /><br />I will open the air portal.. on my own. with out the use of psychdelics...<br /><br />this summer I will go out there. and live in the forest..alone. I feel strong.. and able and a bit crazy.<br /><br />maybe I go to the mountains. hitchhike there..Douwe Jan Schralehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05943668478497226823noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-69857700760328665932011-04-19T06:49:05.684-07:002011-04-19T06:49:05.684-07:00http://rutube.ru/tracks/3871456.html?v=b7fb1a4c3a7...http://rutube.ru/tracks/3871456.html?v=b7fb1a4c3a75a6791a31b5e257f8acd6<br /><br />See at 28:37<br /><br />Someone asked me, he asked me, seven or eight years ago there was John de Ruiter was in Tiru the first time 98 or 99, or somewhen I can't remember. So he asked me, "What would you ask Mr. Ruiter if you had a question?" So I gave him a question and he went. I had told him, "Ask Mr. Ruiter if there was ever any master who helped anyone." So he went and the first question in Tiru was [this question]. So he asked this question. Half an hour nothing. He was already gone he said and they told him later the answer started, "Yes, but it depends..." So at least with some questions you can shut up somebody. Some questions are good questions. They even shut up the teacher.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-45962421208734358972011-04-18T23:36:43.321-07:002011-04-18T23:36:43.321-07:00ayahuasca I think I did to many times. ones a mont...ayahuasca I think I did to many times. ones a month for a year and<br /><br />but who knows It took me quite long to find the awnser .. and it was that I only wanted to be with my friends and family... being loved that I did not want to be a shaman nor a magician or a god.. I wanted to be with my girl. thats how I found the stone.. my innersun. <br /><br />my fireportal I opened with out psychedelics and that might be one of the most interesting experiences of my life and the hardest. but I would say I was very open because of the psychedelics. would not been there with out them.<br /><br />it is not about earning or not earning. before I was doing ayahuasca I was totally against any psychdelics drugs and nothing in my bones wanted to take them .. but the moment I got the offer I knew I had to.. it felt like the way to go. <br /><br />everyone can take psychedelics.. not everyone is willing to go in to the forest alone and do them. not everyone is willing to take the extra mile go to an ayahuasca meeting and open your mind. actually most people won't ever.. the challenges oferd by the psychedelics are not easy, especially<br /><br />meditation is also artificial, and so is being buried in the ground, or starving in the forest on a vision quest.. they are all technical ways..<br /><br />we are one with the earth we are the development of her conscious brain she gave us the substances the plants the fungi to work with our self. she wants us to grow.,<br /><br />or does the big men in the sky say you do not deserve the psychedelics? its swimming or drowning.. he must be worried about us..<br /><br />and I do not know about you but I decided to swim and became pretty good in swimming a<br />its not about creating your own reality its about loving and living. ! <br /><br />now I think about it.<br /><br />first time it was the forest that asked me to stay but it was me who slept in the forest for the first time alone. .. it was me who slept in the rain under a tree while the LSD was already gone and had amazing lucid dreams.. it was me who decided to build a camp and wanted to live and then got my girlfriend from the station and returned to the camp.. <br /><br />it was me who made fire, learned about fire .. I got help from the psychedelics, I got help from the forest but I did it.. not the psychedelics its me..<br /><br />wow empowering..! thank youDouwe Jan Schralehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05943668478497226823noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-9787783603132738672011-04-18T17:04:42.397-07:002011-04-18T17:04:42.397-07:00everyone is messed up by their environment; one th...everyone is messed up by their environment; one thing messed up people do is try and straighten themselves out by creating their own environment and doing psychedelics, which create real experiences through artificial means, ie, without necessarily having 'earned' them (anyone can drop LSD or eat shrooms). <br /><br />Psychedelics helped make me who I am today. Messed up in all-new ways!<br /><br />Ive no way of knowing if i'd be better or worse off without those experiences; but my intuition says that out of the few dozen experiences i've had, maybe half a dozen were really helpful/necessary.Jasunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06645623536130682696noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-60038706209454273762011-04-18T13:42:23.359-07:002011-04-18T13:42:23.359-07:00;) you are messed up too..
hihihi..!
most of the ...;) you are messed up too..<br /><br />hihihi..!<br />most of the people here are messed up.. creazy bunch of misfits.. haning around on an internet page about a wonderful person that went trough an experience we all feel kind of related too.. say good bye to the daddy in the sky.. we are now wise and brave enough to be adults. no more fear of jupiterian monsibonsi..just god who is in all. us and the earth<br /><br /><br />if I just insulted anyone please thank me afterwards.. the show must go onDouwe Jan Schralehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05943668478497226823noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-55883384984241244772011-04-18T13:32:04.991-07:002011-04-18T13:32:04.991-07:00define messed up? :)define messed up? :)Douwe Jan Schralehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05943668478497226823noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-34173468895666564892011-04-18T12:52:40.831-07:002011-04-18T12:52:40.831-07:00you're messed up
; )you're messed up<br /><br />; )Jasunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06645623536130682696noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-53476480664835750272011-04-18T12:25:51.270-07:002011-04-18T12:25:51.270-07:00but ofcours there are more ways of getting in a tr...but ofcours there are more ways of getting in a trance state. :)Douwe Jan Schralehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05943668478497226823noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-25067907214801833252011-04-18T12:19:52.731-07:002011-04-18T12:19:52.731-07:00they did not mesh me up, but it matters who you as...they did not mesh me up, but it matters who you ask . hihi.<br />for me they safed my life. learned me many things. before I did ayahuasca I could physical not make love with anywoman if I came close my balls started to hurt like some one kicked them.. ayahuasca gave me back my manhood., also gave me the philosopher stone after a very long strugle with the black snake<br /><br />LSD learned me about my creative possebilities.. about what its like to be a god. the black widdow came but my friends and my girl kept me warm in the rain outside in the forest. <br /><br /> hawayan baby woodrose opend the earth gate for me.<br />I learned how they hate the earth how they made her in to satan. her innerworkings. everything that does not have the will to live will get smaller and smaller and just behave like insects. and at the end die <br />she will give you everything you need.. the earth. but if you are going to rotten things with it.. you will be part of the rot. (and allot more but I might tell you that later)<br /><br />I chose life came out of the pit. ( full of ants, dead leave dead wood and beautiful trees ( like a desert) and build a small camp on top of the hill. my girl came later that night and we slept together in the hut. <br /><br />thats why I say you should go in to the forest take some psychedelics.follow your instincts. they are gifts from the earth yes gifts from satan..the destroyer of all things the giver of life..<br /><br />first they made her evil then they made her male.<br /><br />so tell me am I messed up?Douwe Jan Schralehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05943668478497226823noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-52757052267590797962011-04-18T12:19:36.226-07:002011-04-18T12:19:36.226-07:00Come now, One needs only to make life novelty or v...Come now, One needs only to make life novelty or virgin for Him (the serpent, the lord) again, by and by you'll be recouping mana points, dying hardcore (from sin (knowledge of anything other than)) becoming God becoming.<br /><br />Christ! (The serpent king, what else), I can't partake of much of anything without having to relieve myself these days, this is demented I know ha! It means I am close, or closed, take your pick. It's my present darkness.SEDnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-4926775462119608852011-04-18T08:42:50.812-07:002011-04-18T08:42:50.812-07:00psychedelics mess you up, so I definitely won'...psychedelics mess you up, so I definitely won't be following that advice<br /><br />tho the forest bit sounds okayJasunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06645623536130682696noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20312680.post-88440249442966687642011-04-18T04:30:38.095-07:002011-04-18T04:30:38.095-07:00If I was you.. I would go in to the woods. camp th...If I was you.. I would go in to the woods. camp there alone..<br />take some decent psychedelics with you and repeat this proces several times<br />ask them. whats going on instead of listening to humans.<br /><br />humans tend not to know.Douwe Jan Schralehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05943668478497226823noreply@blogger.com